Flaws

Good food makes a fat girl happy ! 

Queued this for 1/2 hour. Although the picture doesn't look so mouth-watering, but ta-da, pictures are deceiving. 

This white noodle (Bai Mee Fen), its F I N G E R - L I C K I N G G O O D.

Hehe, stole the pictures because didn't took any except for the noodle. 

The tofu is also nice ! Crispy crispy one, but no pictures :( 

Yumyum, worth waiting (y).  

So tough with growing up and adulthood. 

Love changes for some and vows forgotten as time passes,

Searched for the best happiness because we're fear of giving up.  

Will the love stay how it originally was, or everything will start changing as time passes ? 

Probably, believe. Be it escaping, I know I just have to believe. 

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Knowing that something might never happen, it's just so hard to wait/please ;

but it'll be even harder to give up, when you know it's everything you want/need.

Poignant Regrets

Life is all about taking chances, but what if you've tried and realised that the outcome was not what it supposed it be.

So many things left undone and unspoken. If time could rewind, definitely I'll do anything to salvage everything. Yes, salvage me, us.

Why do human start learning to cherish once it's gone ?

A million whys struck in my head and who can enlighten me ? 

What exactly a human life needs ? And do we even know what exactly we want ?
We have dreams, but how many can actually pursue and fufill their dreams ?
If just a little more courageous, a little more determined, a little more decisive, probably could stand up once again and start afresh after a chaos. Easy to be said than to be done.
To love again, and to be loved. Count myself lucky, I'm blessed xx.
Given a choice again, it will still be you.

To be loved by one you know deserved so much better.
And if you consistently thinking that you don't, who else you deserved ?
If you don't open up yourself to better opinons, how do you know if there are better choices ?
The "wrong" one will helps to find you the "right" one. Just don't make the same mistake.
If you could love the "wrong" one this much, imagine how much you can love the "right" one and loving the "right" one, you'll definitely be so much happier because she'll love you as much as you does.
At least we have unforgetable memories, and it'll be kept.



  第十六天。阿嬤你在哪里？你过得好吗？有时还会想起你，想到你常常都会打电话给我，回家时看到你常坐的椅子但没看见你，心里真的很难受。多希望能再一次看见你帮我开门，在叫我带你去吃，陪你去买衣服。还是不能够相信你已经不在，但必须要接受事实上你已经离开了。去了一个你再也不用受苦的地方，能快快乐乐，自由自在。阿嬤，谢谢你抚养我１９年。下一辈子，我也要当你的孙女，好好的孝敬你。

Beyond Words

Hihi peepo, it's been quite some time since I last posted something here.

So today, I'm going to make a post regarding some good food I had and of course my advanced celebration for my 18th birthday, Billy's and Bernice's, Happy Birthday once again, my good friends ! :)

First Birthday gift, one of the things I actually wanted for long but couldn't have the chance to own one. Thanks @Jerajwxy and @lovethrough, my beloved brother and sister for getting me this. 

I loveeee it soooo much ! Met Mommy for dinner too, DO NOT GO THE GRAND PACIFIC HOTEL TO HAVE THEIR BUFFET BECAUSE IT WAS THE WORSE BUFFET I EVER HAD. We were actually been served FROZEN SALMON, CAN YOU IMAGINE, Omg. Apart from this, the food variety are very limited and the food are not fantastically good. At least if the food taste nice + limited variety = acceptable, so too bad. Wahahah.

  

Yumyum, dry Bak Kut Teh located @ 129 Upper Paya Lebar Road.

It's super worth it, especially their signature dry Bak Kut Teh !

Although it's abit expensive as compared to the other Bak Kut Teh, but it's very unique.

No other places actually have this !

Lala soup @ JB, I'm unsure of the exact address. HAHA.

The soup is super delicious la because the lala does not have any sand in it neither does it have bad smell. Probably will post the exact address if anyone ask ? Haha.

Advanced birthday present that I've received from my girls.

Thank you for the body shop cream :) I love it alot and thank you Bernice for coming down to me BBQ celebration with another present :) Lub chu :)



When I was 3year old. Exactly 22 March 1998 :')

 

Even the most simple celebration, simplest surprises would make me so happy because it showed me how am I being loved and appreciate by all this people :) Thank you Dorris, Paul and little Wayne Wayne for the cakeee and present :),My clique for making a talking pig for me even though I didn't manage to hear anything, you guys promised to make it again to give me listen wahahaha. My 6years and counting 2 good friends, Bingfu and Junyong and of course, my piggy B, without his help, Ahgu will not even be there and my food will not be ready :)



After so long, we finally had a whole group outting for Billy Ng's birdday :)

 

Happy Advanced Birthday, BERNICE TANG :)

Hope you enjoyed your night yesterday. Sorry for not staying late.

I'm not a night kid. I cannot have sleepless nights ! Wahhaha !

Oh ya, thank you Bel for the fisheye lens :) I like it alot ! :)

 

Grateful.

 

Y.E.L.L.O.W, I AM BACK ~ 

Suddenly, I'm missing gugu again, thinking of bringing him to participate the baby show thing tml @ Jurong Point. 

But I'm working @ 4pm, and the event is ending @ 5pm. Sighhh... 

Jiejie will bring you to the Singapore Zoo soon okay ? Let's go see little panda okay ? Heh, I love you, ahgu.

Had steamboat with @picketroses, @champsexy and @christabeltoh 

Thanks Bel for getting the food for us although we were not there, you get what we wanted to eat :)

& waited patiently for us without any complain ! Enjoyed my day out with the girls :) 

Thanks mommy for giving me money when I asked for it, best mom ever. I'll just let the pictures to do their job :)

 

Steamboat. Yummy !

 

Fisheye <3 

 

Kisses, Vic (first pic of the day)

 

Loves, Bernice. 

 

Dearest, Bel. 

 

Irreplaceable girls :)

Baby, thank you for working so hard :) For all the reasons you have, one of it was wanting to give me what I want. That's why you're working. Although my heart aches, whenever I see you working early in the morning when the sky is still dark, knocking off when everyone is sleeping soundly. It's your choice after all, you chose to do this, nobody is forcing you, therefore, I'll just support you wholeheartedly instead of arguing with you over it.
当初怎么错过你的害你苦了几年, 现在怎么可能不把你抱的紧一点, 缺席你的从前让我用未来补回.

纪念日

H E L L O, I M D Y I N G.
Got totally no mood to study, It's only 3 months before Os will start and I'm here slacking ?
Haha, I don't feel any urgency in O as compare to N.
The kind of attitude of wanting to pass my N is not here for my O.
I just think I'll never do well. And if not... I don't think I'll come up also ?
Nah, just have to study hard that's all.
Frequent quarreled had been controlled maybe is because we don't often meet recently due to your busy schedule. Something bad had happened lately.. Hope he'll be fine..Yes good friend, do cheer up please.
Yayyay, new bed had arrived ytd, although there are no barriers at the side of the bed so that I can place my soft toys against it, it's okay.. Kuer and Clovis had place it nicely for me ytd night !
Had so much fun with them, maybe soft toy attack ? HAHA, trying to make up our own language and Eugene started speaking in France ? Or some weird language. Really lucky to have them accompanying me till late night while Bby is working. Thank you very much.Xx

Crystal Jade Buffet, per person about 25 ++

The spicy soup not quite nice, and have very limited variety to choose.

The only things that was worth was the XIAO LONG BAO ~

You can order many many long and eat till you're shiok.

While eating, Dorris told me a about her aunt's doggie, Bobby.

Whatever she said was similar to Junior. So brought Junior for Blood Test.  

Dr Koh wasn't in so went into another branch.

At first I thought it was 70++ but it ended up to be this amount ! 

Took the full blood test check ~ Negative to all illnesses. 

Felt so relieved after knowing the results. 

The Vow.

See that beautiful bride ? Congrats Dorris ! Married :)

So happy for her& Paul. Wedding is a couple's happiest moment in life, I guess.

Thanks Shirlene for the editing of the picture ! It's v v nice :)

See my Mr Handsome :) He's also v v happy for his friends :)

My pretty ladies :)

What a coincidence, all three of us wore Toga Dress on that day ! :)    

The most memorable day of a couple, a day when they're the most handsome and beautiful :)  

Dreams.

Happy Birthday, Bernice Tang :)

Hope you enjoy your day& also like the present Vic& Me did.

Though not something unique, hope you'll like still.

Lastly, Happy Birthday once again. ♡

Hello, posting about my beautiful& lovely Birthday Mini Celebration.

12 sharp, @ West Coast Park received Vic& Ber's lovely birthday song.

Spotted birthday cake with candles lighted while walking :)

Thank you AhBui for trying to organise the surprise& that little Elmo ! ♡♡♡ 

Thank you Nigel (lighting the candles when it's so windy), Dorris, Paul, Potato& Jun Qing

for singing me Birthday song :)

One more Elmo arriving ♡ 

Elmo Cake from Ning, Lyn, Vic& Ber ♡

Lovely EastPak Red Bag From Lyn, Ning, Candice, Jasmine& Billy ♡

Cute eh ? ♡ By my cucumber eh :) Thank you

Sweetest Board by Vic& Ber ♡ Thank you

Little cute band members of mine ! Brought this cake for me& there goes another surprise !
Christabel, Ai Ping, Bee Lin ♡
Love you all ~

Bui, remember the first Elmo you brought for me ? :)
Yup, it had been years back.
When one door closes, another opens; but I often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that I do not see the one that has opened for me. You're the one that will always lead me to that opened door, be it is reality or dreams. Thank you ♡